Go Into The Light

Hello,

Welcome to my blog! I am on a new journey, and I hope that you will join me.

I’ve always had the sense of knowing, but I covered it well. I hid it from my family and friends because I was afraid.

I wasn’t always allowed to speak my truth.

When I was a little girl, I would share things with my family—dreams, visions, feelings I couldn’t explain—but I was told to keep quiet.
At school, my friends would say I was wrong, that what I felt or saw wasn’t real.

So for a long time, I kept it all inside. I stopped sharing, but I never stopped knowing.

Now, I understand that what I was experiencing was real—and that it was a gift.
A gift meant to help others.

Today, I use Tarot as a way to connect with those messages and help people find clarity, comfort, and connection. I don’t predict the future—because it’s always in motion. But I do listen, and I help others listen too.

So I hid my knowings, the foretellings, and essentially hid my voice. I would see events come and go. We would drive to a destination and I would realize I had seen that place before in a dream or a vision. I knew we would be there and what we would be doing. I’ve now reached an age where I am no longer afraid to speak out about it. In fact, I relish the idea of being an Intuitive. An Empath.

A profound experience deeply affected me during my teenage years. My mother became ill with cancer and died within 10 months of her diagnosis.  One night after I returned home from a school event, an ambulance was at my home. I walked into the house. My family was there and everyone was crying. I looked at my mother and saw a gaseous light emerge from her lifeless body. It floated around and I could see her form. She looked at where her legs and arms would have been. I heard her telepathically say that she wasn’t in pain, and she smiled, looking directly at me. I stood there motionless, watching her spirit as it moved freely. The shape shifted and moved around, but I knew it was her. She looked up to her right and smiled with joy. I saw a form there greeting her, but I didn’t know who it was. They beckoned for her to go with them, but she looked at all of us and hesitated. She flew around to each of us to say goodbye. She told me that it would be ok, that we would all be alright. She felt bad that everyone was crying, but the other spirit was calling her to go. I knew she went happily into the light with a spirit guide.

My much older brother also passed a few months before her. Before this, I had many dreams of him dying while he was away. When the day came for him to leave for the military, I couldn’t say goodbye to him. I ran and hid in my room instead. I thought that if I didn’t say goodbye, then he wouldn’t really go away, and he wouldn’t die. But that didn’t happen. I told my mother my dream, but she said he would be ok. He came home at least once before he left again, so I relaxed, but finally the day came when we got the news that he had passed. I knew my dreams had been right.

I’ve kept this part of myself quiet for most of my life, but not anymore.
I now know I’m meant to help people—by hearing messages and translating them for loved ones. One of the clearest ways I do this is through the Tarot. Today, I use Tarot as a way to connect with those messages and help people find clarity, comfort, and connection.

The Tarot cards speak in symbols, and I’ve learned to listen and interpret what they’re saying. But I want to make one thing clear: I don’t make predictions.

Why? Because life isn’t fixed. Everything can shift in an instant.
We each have Free Will—a gift that lets us choose our path. I can help you become aware of options. My role isn’t to tell you what will happen. It’s to offer insight, clarity, and connection so you can move forward with purpose.

Tarot cards help me, help someone else. It pleases me to give someone who is grieving a spark of joy when I tell them a sign or symbol from their loved one. Most everyone that I’ve read for is relieved to know that their loved one is ok in the spiritual realm. Spirits’ personalities come right through as well, so if someone was grumpy on earth, they may grumpily say something from the other side. I’ve heard lots of advice given to relatives from spirits! 

I am enjoying this journey and I hope that you will join me as I continue to grow in my Spiritual Development.